by Unknown on 21:21
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AIRSPAN NTWKS (NasdaqNM:AIRN) Quote data by Reuters

Last Trade: 6.25
Trade Time: 10:24AM ET
Change: 0.601 (10.64%)
Prev Close: 5.649
Open: 5.59
Bid: 6.25 x 100
Ask: 6.27 x 1000
1y Target Est: 3.88

Day's Range: 5.43 - 6.27
52wk Range: 0.72 - 5.85
Volume: 434,361
Avg Vol (3m): 706,439
Market Cap: 226.18M
P/E (ttm): N/A
EPS (ttm): -0.841
Div & Yield: N/A (N/A)

This a killer stock.............I made a killing (virtual):>
I got it at 4.38 $



by Unknown on 21:05
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Here an email I got , I thought a conartist willever write to me....I'm so exited..I'am going to reply let see what happens>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!
From : weli ali
Sent : Wednesday, March 03, 2004 10:22:52 PM
To : weliali222@hotmail.com
Subject : FROM MR WELI

| | | Junk E-Mail | Inbox


FROM THE DESK OF WELI ALI
BILL AND EXCHANGE MANAGER (U T B)
FOREIGN REMMITTANCE DEPT.
UNION TOGOLIASE DE BANQUE

My Dear,

I am the manager of bill and exchange at the foreign remmittance department of union banque du togoliase, Iam writing following the impressive information about you through one of my friends who runs a firm in your country, He assured me of your capability and reliability to champion this business opportunity.

In my department we discovered an abandoned sum of $10.5m dollar(ten million five hundred thousand US Dollars) in an account that belongs to one of our foriegn customer who died along with his entirer family in plane crash.

Since we got information about his death, we have been expecting his next of kin to come over and claim his money because we can not release it unless somebody applies for it as next of kin or relation to the decease as indicated in our banking guidlines and laws, but unfortunately we learnt that all his supposed next of kin or relation died along side with him at the plane clash leaving no body behind for the claim.

It is therefore upon this discovery that I and other officials in my department now decided to make this business proposal to you and release the money to you as the next of kin or relation to the decease for safety and subsequent disbursement since nobody is coming for it and we dont want this money to go intothe bank treasury as unclaimed bill.


The banking law and guidline here stipulates that if such money remained unclaimed after five years, the money will be transfered into the bank treasure as unclaimed fund, The request of a foreigner as next of kin in this business is occassioned by the fact that the customer was a foreigner and a togoliase citizen cannot stand as next of kin to a
foreigner.

We agree that30% of this money will be for you as a foreign partner, in respect to the provision of a foreign account, 10% will be set aside for expenses incurred during the business and 60% will be for me and my collegues, There after I and my collegues will visit your country for disbursment according to the percentages indicated.

Therefore, to enable the immediate transfer of this fund to you as arrange, you must apply first to the bank as relation or next or kin of the deceased indicating your bank name, your bank account, your private telephone and fax number for easy and effective communication and location where in the money will be remitted.

upon receipt of your reply, i will send to you by fax or email the text of the application. I will not fail to bring to your notice that this business is hicth-free and that you should not entertain any atom of fear as all required arrangements have been made for the transfer.

You should contact me immediately as soon as you receive this letter.
AND ATTANTVE E-MAIL (weliali4554@yahoo.co.uk)

Yours faithfully,
WELI.



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by Unknown on 02:05
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Thats Pune India for you,.
A place I will call home for the nxt 4 years

by Unknown on 02:03
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pune is evolving into a cosmopolitan city
pune is a sort of military encampment basically
pune is dotted with excavated caves and shrines dating back to pre buddhist times
pune is a busy industrial city
pune is maharashtra's second city
pune is at the confluence of the mutha and mula river
pune is housed in a spacious colonial turn
pune is one of the leading metros in india
pune is 4 hours away from bombay by train
pune is worth visiting pune
pune is any day a
pune is of course the giant metre
pune is fast
pune is one of the top five universities of india
pune is 559 m above sea level
pune is situated near the western coast of india
pune is around 192 km
pune is viewed as a microcosm of planet earth
pune is a fascinating city with a healthy climate all year around
pune is set amidst the traditions of the saint
pune is famous for its climate
pune is an important business place with more than 2 million populations
pune is situated on the banks of the confluence of the mula and mutha rivers
pune is always bustling with hectic activity
pune is located in the banks of river mula
pune is a metropolis that houses the diverse cultures and traditions of india
pune is to promote international cultural cooperation by organizing a broad variety of events to present german
pune is equable and except for a brief spell in the summers
pune is one of the historical cities of india with a glorious past
pune is definitely one of its kind
pune is highly influenced by the 'hype' culture of mumbai
pune is a prime institute engaged in hindustani classical music
pune is the right place to go to for the weekend
pune is fast becoming one of the major centres of industry and commerce in the country
pune is probably the only city in india with three cantonments viz
pune is situated 119 miles south east of bombay
pune is a bee
pune is an interesting city
pune is one of the landmarks of the city
pune is the residence of the self
pune is the best educational and cultural center having an excellent climate throughout the year
pune is just 170 kms from mumbai
pune is the cultural capital of maharashtra
pune is surrounded by lakes hence called lake city
pune is a historic city situated at an altitude of 570 meters in western maharashtra
pune is indeed one of the leading it centres in india
pune is incomplete if you have not visited laxmi road at least once
pune is gradually emerging as one of the most sought
pune is gaining grounds commercially
pune is to maharashtra as much as the taste of good food is to a person's taste buds
pune is a major educational and cultural hub
pune is a visual delight
pune is both a prestigious educational center and major industrial center
pune is an emerging urban nightmare
pune is bustling with economic activity
pune is changing
pune is the highest
pune is good
pune is the 'veritable heartland' of cultural maharashtra
pune is one of the finest cities of maharastra
pune is about 150 kms from the international airport of mumbai
pune is a contrast of history and modernism
pune is serviced by jet airways
pune is that it offers significant opportunities to emerge as a global player in specific sectors given focused strategic planning
pune is situated near the
pune is emerging from the shadows of the pensioners paradise into a thriving industrial city
pune is the base for major industrial units
pune is
pune is more quiet
pune is located in the sahyadri hills in the western portion of the state of maharashtra
pune is a major education centre and has thousands of indian and foreign students who come to study here
pune is a historic city with a glorious past of nearly 1000 years
pune is one of the first five universities established in india
pune is mumbai
pune is a fascinating city with a healthy
pune is also conveniently connected to mumbai by rail and road
pune is situated in the deccan plateau
pune is a great one day outing to see the fort which was won by the maratha?s over a very
pune is fast racing to the top slots in the indian software industry
pune is well known as a big profitable industrial zone in asia

India's Invisible

by Unknown on 02:34
India's Invisible

You may see them on the railway station; you may see them on your way to office, college or school or on your morning walk. Who am I talking about?
I'm talking about India's Children, homeless, sometimes abused, illiterate, trapped in our urban sprawl where every minute for them has only one meaning "survival".To be more specific hundreds and thousands of homeless children, walk our streets. Greatly ignored my most. As if they were Invisible. They are India's Invisible.

If I were to speak from experience, I volunteered at an NGO last summer called One International and it was truly an enriching experience. Enough about me. Actually , the point I wanted to bring out was at the end of the day, the smile on their faces and the twinkle in their eyes unparalleled satisfaction . Also it truly amazing to see their spirit , always bubbly and effervescent , so full of energy (I know I just said the same thing in 3 diff ways).
So just go out there make a difference.
It's actually quit easy just use your trusty search engine I'm sure you'll find something relevant...
Volunteer!!!

Perplexing Pune

by Unknown on 17:42
Perplexing Pune

Pune, like many other cities in India is strange, sometimes unexplainably so. For example no one seems to be able to explain why?? My wheeler has been picked up twice in four days when it was in a parking zone and parked clearly in the faint yellow parking demarcation painted on the side of the road?? It looks like I'm going to make my customary trip to Deccan Police Station. For the help of people who have got their vehicle towed (in my case picked up) in the Deccan. DPS (deccan police station) is behind the side screen of deccan cricket clubs' ground. In only a few minutes I'll be a 150 rupees lighter while a ever smilling mamu (policemen in pune is lovingly referred to as a mamu in mumbai it is pandu I think) writes you a chalan(receipt). If you, never have seen a pune traffic policemen, he is really hard to miss actually with spotless clean white uniform and is blue Nehru cap, and not to forget his overflowing paunch ... He likes his chaha (tea) and kanda poha (hard to explain really).

The Queen of the Deccan, Pune or formerly Poona never fails to perplex me.

by Unknown on 19:56
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My newest interest life is a technology called RFID and like always I have created to study it more concisely... I have added the link..

by Unknown on 18:17
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Looks like the English premiership club,manchester united is under attack. Yes not form Arsenal's Thierry Henry , they are trying to avoid a hostile takeover bid from an American Billionaire Malcolm Glazer
So the question arises who is Malcon Grazer... He owns the American football team Tampa Bay Buccaneers...
Chelsea went Russiun with Roman Abromovich and now it looks like Man U is going american.
Just to make it clear I support Arsenal

by Unknown on 19:19
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I got myself a vehicle nothing very interesting it a actually one of those scooters . I got my self a honda activa it is pretty neat
here some
spec s

Honda Activa


Engine
Type 4-stroke, Single cylinder, air cooled, OHC
Displacement 102 cc
Max. Power 7 Bhp @ 7000 rpm
Max. Torque 0-8 Kg-m @ 5500 rpm
Transmission V-matic
Ignition Self / Kick
Electricals
Battery 12V, 5Ah
Headlamps 35W
Chassis
Frame High rigidity Under Bone type
Dimensions (lxbxh) 1765 x 715 x 1130 mm
Wheel base 1235 mm
Seat height 760 mm
Ground clearance 145 smm
Suspension
Front Bottom Link with spring loaded hydraulic damper
Rear Unit swing with spring loaded hydraulic damper
Tyre size
Front 3.50 - 10, 4 PR
Rear 3.50 - 10, 4 PR
Brakes
Front Drum, 130 mm dia
Rear Drum, 130 mm dia
Fuel Tank Capacity 6 litres

by Unknown on 20:39
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Happy Birthday papa on your 48th bbday......!!!!!!!!!!!!

by Unknown on 20:38
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Cast all your votes for Dancing

I know the voice of depression
Still calls to you.

I know those habits that can ruin your life
Still send their invitations.

But you are with the Friend now
And look so much stronger.

You can stay that way
And even bloom!

Keep squeezing drops of the Sun
From your prayers and work and music
And from your companions' beautiful laughter.

Keep squeezing drops of the Sun
From the sacred hands and glance of your Beloved
And, my dear,
From the most insignificant movements
Of your own holy body.

Learn to recognize the counterfeit coins
That may buy you just a moment of pleasure,
But then drag you for days
Like a broken man
Behind a farting camel.

You are with the Friend now.
Learn what actions of yours delight Him,
What actions of yours bring freedom
And Love.

Whenever you say God's name, dear pilgrim,
My ears wish my head was missing
So they could finally kiss each other
And applaud all your nourishing wisdom!

O keep squeezing drops of the Sun
From your prayers and work and music
And from your companions' beautiful laughter

And from the most insignificant movements
Of your own holy body.

Now, sweet one,
Be wise.
Cast all your votes for Dancing!

This was a beautiful poem from one of my favourite poets Hafiz ..
I juat love it

by Unknown on 17:45
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"There are 8 million stories in the Naked City and this was one them."
THE END

That was ending of a B/W movie I say yesterday, I really didn't catch the title because I joined in the middle. But I really don't want to talk about the movie as such I want to look at it from another angle.
People have their stories and yes there must be 8 million stories in a New York Minute. But these are not stories these are their lives..Their everyday doings.
EACH STORY IS IMPORTANT....An importance that cannot be ignored or forgotten.,.
On the other hand if we take these stories on the basis of numbers alone India and China will win hands down.
From one kind of story let s jump to another kind a news story,and as I was saying now suddenly world is sitting back and taking notice of the above mentined countries.
Top magazines spawn story after story fueling a sort public opinion in the developed countries .
Some experts have even gone as far as calling it Asia's Century
May be it is Asias century or may be it isn't .. as critics point out that they said the same thing about Japan ..but America survived Japan and it will survive China and India.
"Survived" what do they mean by that I thought to my self ..the answer is simple yet not understood by many .. United States of America is an empire in every sense of the word except for it is an empire in denial also it is the lone superpower and it dictates.. and the world listens not always without hesitation but the world listens.
The way I look at it is the alpha country and like in the animal kingdom Darwinian rules still apply for after all we are animals and once in a will a country faces the then alpha country for superpower status and I believe that what is happening know. The 'wanna be'
spes against the lone old spe.
But now it is more like tag team wrestling 2 against one. not 2 united but 2 against common a common 1
What I think is going to happen is a more balanced world.
We know that a plane works better with more then one engine same way the world will be a better place with more then one superpowers , more then one ideology , more then one culture and more choice. AFTER all democracy .. is all about choices (even tho china is not a democracy )..
and all and all summing up ..Things are getting better, bc the way things are there is only one way , up

by Unknown on 17:24
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I have found my self to pretty angry at the world , basically putting it briefly.
This anger is not against me but it out a feeling of injustice , unequalled. Lets be honest be here I live in developing country some call it THIRD world but I prefer the euphemism. I find that this a great difference in living standards in the "developed world" and the "developing world" . Everybody admits it.. But no one does anything about it.That angers me . A large amount of capital goes into use less wars and issues which are of no importance but to a profiled few (that includes me).This anger is magnified by a urge of change in me...

-end-

this blog entry was inspired by entry on a blog called Many Musings of Aarushi , .....it my sisters blog actually.
I have added it to my links..

by Unknown on 15:55
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The forgotten majority
I am a part of small minority , actually it is a ignored majority of people who feel the world is being on a witch hunt to find a phantom in the shadows.
A phantom which is partly imaginative caricature of a non-existent enemy.
This "War" or should I say pseudo war is creating great divides .. Larger rifts ..
Thus accelerating a movement of two groups away from each other now faster then ever. Hope something is done before it is too late , before all that is left is a deep abyss of nothingness.
This witch hunt has another victim... The greater majority who have been side lined and there sadness and grief forgotten.
The world media have lost their sense of responsibility. They fail highlight the plight of the underprivileged...
If we don't act now ... The world , this planet is going to a traumatic future which will not only effect the forgotten majority but also have drastic effects on the larger minority

I use this blog to put my opinion on thing and also pepper that with a some personal commentary on my life till now it has been a sort mixed and some random this ... To avoid this ... I will segregate the two and ... Label them ...

I'm going start a petition against an anti-outsourcing bill launched by the US senate... More details as they come

by Unknown on 18:42
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ok,
The blog bug has bitten again it always seems to happen in gushes ..Why I don't know and why on the 2nd of January.There has been tiny a revelation on its own. I was somewhats depressed , the last few days.I suffer from self-diagnosed bipolar disorder. My life filled with ups and downs that would give a sinosoidal curve a complex , with a frequency tending to infinity. All engineered by the mind as a example of this you can see that just a few hours ago I was ..........no words for it depressed ,
I know this has no link to what I was writting to but this a new feature in my blog called Candid confessions ...they may be anywhere .. but they 'll be in italics like this one.,
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i find oriental eyed women really attractive... I don't know it just came up I saw on as I my frame of vision was momentarily deviated from the computer screen ....I'am in webcafe .....sans cafe no food -- beverages
My blog on the other hand is going to through a change decided to be more open..
Firstly as you may have guessed I'm a 18 yr old male.
I am a student of engineering .
I would classify myself has an introvert at most .
AM mostly alone sometimes depressed othertimes esctatically happy.
.not a people person. to tell you the truth I prefer dogs (they don't need a reason to lick you or wag their tale)
AND yes my spelling is really bad .

Everyone
Everyone around here
Everyone is so near
What's going on?
What's going on?

Everyone
Everyone is so near
Everyone has got the fear
It's holding on
It's holding on

It's holding on

. I won't mention nationality ..I don't believe in nationality .

Since as of my >> now I don't ascess to my own computer .. OWN in ""

I am keeping a off - line blog if thats possible which I will.. make "online" when I find the time..

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the oriental chick is sitting next to me correction sitting by me correction in the computer next to mine .(yes thats about correct).. if I am correct she is checking her mail ... 90% precent of the people do that.. I have done thart already,I think she is a college student ., why?? firstly she seems to be in the age group that is 17 to 24 ,,,and secondly she recieved a web card wishing from her parents.Lets see If I get her name., (that will take some time) this exciting .ALSO she has reading glassed I didn't observe that earliar simply bc she didn't need them... She presently in a Yahoo game room. playing pool., waiting for her hotmail account to load it happens to me too often,
YES voila I have her name kunzangchu think,. or could the person who sent the letter,..
OK lets describe her.,. she is a women of amzaing beauty at least to me . Ok when I say her few minutes I was wide eyed and I wasn't able to move a muscle and I stared at wide eyed. Her eyes tawny black , her face is lovely ,and is as red as a ripe fruit teeth white and neatly alligned, erect of posture ,demure of gaze. Beautifying all around her if that word exists .

Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Stumbling a little
Stumbling a little

I love this song,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I new year is born. but wasn't inevitable.

by Unknown on 15:44
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Gone ! It has gone. Yes I will newer write the abbreviation 03 , unless I'm revisiting the past. It newer seems like the past has .....Left us behind .
Yet the transition from one year to another is too smooth . You newer get the feeling anything has changed . Maybe that's why people celebrate the new year so much they want change or a reason for change .
I have been running around , allot in the past few days . Chasing people ..
But , finally my chasing is over..
I sitting alone in a cyberspace next to two scamsters >> running some kind of some cyber dating scam.
I know they reading this that why I'm writing this.
I really sad what people do for money.
anyways since it the new year ..
and it "brand new" ... Shining untouched , sparkling.
HOPE people of the world keep it like that
Cheers and happy new year to all

by Unknown on 18:47
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Its been some time . But like everything else time is relative. Days are going by fast, faster then I can imagine . The speed is disguised by a string of assignments and tests , some of which I have asked for. I quite like this speed , and sometimes I feel I'm addicted to it I have become a jUNKY FOr this never decreasing pace. PACE.
... in all my life I have not laboured nearly so hard, and I have become imbued with great respect for mathematics, the subtler part of which I had in my simple-mindedness regarded as pure luxury until now.
-EINSTEIN
The World has started to amuse me in recent time , America, has spoken against a democratic referendum... In Taiwan . And may I ask What to for ? To gain favor from China.
If that's not hypocrisy then I can change my name

by Unknown on 13:27
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In the beginning there was god and then there was man. It is written we are all same.
We the prodigal children who walk this earth in search and in search we go.

I sit in a large vestibule, moving. I look at life through the side window carefully concealed behind soiled curtains. Air flows out in to the room through a complex labyrinth of vents and condensers and compressors but the effect is not different form cooling actually thinking back it is cooling.
The room moves, sometimes stops, turns like it has mind of it own. Not knowing I later I find out it has a mind of another.
My room, stops or at least the mind decides to stop. Silence is my fellow companion in this room. Lights are incident on me from overhead at the command of the mind. I look around me and proceed to a tiny opening, which has opened from what was formally wall. Metal steps extend magically to the ground as I step down. The wall reappears as magically as it disappeared and the room moves on leaving me quiet stationary.
AND stationary I am

by Unknown on 17:09
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Another week has ended , another Sunday I have spent alone in the out-house I call home. I have tests to study for , assignments to submit. Waiting as the new week prepares yet another onslaught.
The past week I have read Lovely bones by Alice Seabold , Its an excellent book . I'm sure the book has changed me in some way but I cannot put my finger on it.I enjoyed reading it and am sure If I ever find an another book by Alice Seabold on a bookstore. I'm sure to buy it .Yah and I got myself a new book , looks like I'm becoming a bibliophile , the new Jhumpa Lahiri novel , Namesake . I like her writing but I have noticed she has restricted herself to writing about bengalis and more bengalis . After reading a entire book of short stories on bengalis now reading a novel on bengalis is beginning to irritate me . Enough of eating Mach (fish) and talking about CPIM. I know you cannot get hilsa in Boston so stop complaining.
Note to myself - I should read Nikolai Gogol or Aleksandr Pushkin next time ..Or some scifi .. im pretty sick of breakout fiction.
-I'm sliding against the chicane , sparks fly up into the sky

by Unknown on 18:41
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I have started reading a new book , which is quite interesting it is a series of short stories titled Interpreter of Maladies by Jhumpa Lahiri. After a short break at my college it is starting again tomorrow , been a nice period of rejuvination actually , eventhough it has not been very productive.
So presently I'm suffering from a strange malady . Sufferred by almost everybody ,end of break blues if you can call it that anyways it is back to the grind for me.
I think I should start wrting some fiction . Its a good exercise I think since the lack of television has left me bored at most when I'am not studying or sleeping that is. I find myself sitting next to three band radio , listining to the BBC world service .We are doing up my house at present so I have moved into the garage.Its a modified garage we have equiped it with a Kitchenette and a bathroom . Its quiet quaint and cosy I have cocunut tree in the middle of my sitting area.


by Unknown on 13:49
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hAPPy diwali!!!!!

by Unknown on 23:19
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Sometimes I don’t know what to write, other times I know what to write but there is no where to write and on other times I improvise.
Sitting here I wonder. What am I doing sitting in front of this mirror reading what I write
I really do believe certain feeling can be converted into verbal focal points of writing.
But sometimes thought don't enter your mind, influences are lacking yet sometimes everything clicks and lights blink and you are on a role. Someone once told me that great artists convert their happiness and sorrows in to art and that art is a standing example of how they where feeling on that particular day at that particular time. That the driving principle behind me writing this blog.I think may be it will {blog goal} change tomorrow or day after or may be it will never change or may be just may be I may just stop writing.
MC DONALDS- I'am just loving it

by Unknown on 22:17
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clicke here and feed a hungry child.
Just cut and paste the url in your browser bar
http://4wav.com/index.php

by Unknown on 21:15
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I found myself to be a quite an alien , in my own country . Yes an alien , it;s living in a foreign country, a foreign culture..Even though I have lived here for a lifetime ,my lifetime to be exact , it never seems to amaze how of cultural different I'am from my fellow denizens. I think this alien thing at that it somewhat depresses me , my country has not had the same effect on me , or I have choose to ignore it, and left with this mindset , alien , strangely alien.I'am in a diifferrent dimension from people around me , it freaks me out sometimes.
I have found I cannot write this blog in certain places , I need a good location some cyber location don't seem to work for me.
At the start of the blog I was quiet conscious of other people reading it , but know the idea does not seem so bad now ..

by Unknown on 15:18
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My Station: "I walk through the shattered glass, barefooted.The splinters piercing softly into my sole.The glass merges with body with crimson hue.Yet I walk continuously on the scorched baron earth.My blood dries away and dies, like everything around me.It begins to rain washing away the darkness in darkness,It flows every where washing away my now dry blood which burns,My foot cleansed by the pure earth lies scared yet I walk forward. Pain grows like a cancer this pain turn not to hatred but to poetry"

by Unknown on 09:33
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268 steps,
I climbed a hill and came down a mountain,
Early last evening, college was over, or rather mine was.
I was waiting for a friend he had college for about an hour more.
Anyway a near by hill graces the campus, I had noticed earlier, a pair of steps lead to the summit of this green monster.
My old friend the sun was clambering about playing with the passing clouds, and a gentle breeze was blowing in a southwesterly direction
Time to kill, and boredom lead me in the direction of the hillock.
So I walked up to the monster and looked him in the eyes and all I could see was his tapering tongue leading me to his treasure.
Steps, a stairway to my heavenly hill.
I begin to climb his, old, worn-out, stone steps. Slowly, I ascend observing the slowly passing forest. I feel, like Indiana Jones just a few steps way (about 210) from the last remnants of a lost civilization.
I sit down on the side of these steps, somewhat out of breathe .I enjoy the cool air sweeping away the droplets of sweat from my face .I feel a coolness a sense of completeness, oneness and a strange soothing loneliness.
I began to analyze the reason for me to climb this hill. Was it that I had time to kill or was a strange signal from my subconscious mind that lead me to this deserted piece of land mass, or was it a act of god.
The answer to that I really don't know, may be nothing in this life is actually real, it all an illusion or everything is predestined and can not be change even if we wanted to.
Anyway I after questioning reality I return to climbing, somewhat perturbed I walk .On reaching the summit , I survey the land far and wide.
The small ness or the lack scale of object as seen from a height never amazes me.
Earlier, in my short existence I had lived on a seventeenth story of a building, where I spent hours looking down at my domain observing everything as a hawk flew by, soaring gracefully.
I finally reach the top, guess what I see?
Herds, buffalos grazing away, will solitary windmill played with the wind. I sat my self on a rock and assumed the position of the Rodin's thinker. The muscles in my eyes relaxed as I gazed into the eyes of the earth. The far away mountains and the open, wastelands of semi-urbanization, stared back at me.
The mountains, in the reflection of the sun looked, blue.
BLUE MOUNTAINS
Times flies quickly when you know you are alone , and have no where to go.


by Unknown on 12:38
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Rooms of darkness, I have become obsessed by darkness.
All you see is nothing, nothing, not a single ray or photon of light, zero illumination.
My room is quite large, about 20 feet by 20 feet. With two large windows to the left. Green foliage is all that can be seen, a line of chickoo trees. The trees and the green act as screen of green from the boiling gaseous body we call the sun. Yet he manages to infiltrate my room through the atmosphere then thought the tall airy leaves of the eucalyptus tree, then through the intricate tresses of the chickoo leaves and the mosquito net that screens my window, his messengers reach me like penetrating needles of invisible thread. He plagues me half the day, yet I battle him with the clouds my allies, blocking him yet they do so in vain as they disappear like the water they are.
After half a day of a campaign he retreats to his subterranean nest, only to be reflected back at me by is small brother the moon.
Alas the trees are to strong for the moonbeams and I win to rest in complete darkness. Darkness where my eyes see nothing and my optical nerves though active send no impulses to my brain.
No my friend, my battle is not over but yet to begin all over again.

by Unknown on 17:27
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I have 8 minutes to write this bog...
Firstly I don't like time limits but sometimes time governs you, not that I truly believe in time. Though I feel addicted to it recently. Yes an addiction, like drugs or alcohol. Most people in this world are addicted to time. Time is master.
But only the lack of which has made me aware of it's true effect on my life. By lack of time I do not mean less time but the complete lack thereof. My home, new home rather has no time piece, neither do I have a personal time piece... so I spend most of time (notice the use of time in this case, clear sign of my addiction) guessing, estimating looking at the sky asking my self is it morning yet, can it be 8 am already..
Only thing is that there is no sure way to prove it, really frustrating.
Time is an invention of man, not the other way round, but sometime I wonder whether it is the latter.

TIME.
See I finished that in 6minutes.

by Unknown on 19:06
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Strange ideas find themselves in my mind sometimes, strange ideas, thoughts . I bet the same must be the case with other people in all walks of life. But I would like to think this phenomenon is unique to me. My fallacy .
I'm not a very “light” person. No I do not mean I'm heavy but the thing is I don't like light , any kind of light sunlight or otherwise. This feeling towards light has been a recent thing. A liking for darkness , or the lack of light has formed in the photo plate that is my mind and my eye have become more light sensitive and my night vision also has improved.
Shift in my environment is the cause … in the middle of the night I wake up .. All you see is a complete darkness. Its like your eyes are closed yet they are open or you are under a thick blanket of darkness. I seem to like this. Strangely.
Growing up I lived in city , a city filled with light and even the night was not dark.
True darkness , seems to give a strange sensation , since a person cannot see himself/herself , you feel invisible .
Invisibility in darkness.
Most people in the world are invisible , but that is a different kind of darkness.
Darkness of ignorance.
Darkness of Neglect.
Darkness of Abuse.

by Unknown on 15:00
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Hello ,
Last few days ,a new experience a change. A new beginning has been good actually and a different view on life has been more or less positive in retrospect.
Change in location and the change in the people , the change in the language , change in cultural values .. Is molding me differently ..
like a soft piece of clay I'm being molded by my environment.
Allot of new people and some old familiar faces guide me on the path that is my life.

I'am going to be an engineer.

by Unknown on 02:06
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Many people say Life is a game. I beg to differ on this viewpoint. I feel in context Life is not a game put a preplanned algorithm of random events. That seem to have a bitter irony to them and therefore it seem like a game. But a person can either end in a positive or end negative. But it all quite relative looking at the entire picture. Therefore it is the way you look at situations that matther in the end. I know it sounds cliche.Positive or Negative is defined by you not society.


by Unknown on 11:56
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Zdravo y'all
Started , reading " The Queen and I' by Sue Townsend.Yes the she the one who wrote the adrain mole diaries. Seems interesting enough,it's about What IF , the monarchy is dissolved in the UK...Not that I care but she is a really good writer and enjoyed the adrain mole series.
Enough of the what if's.


by Unknown on 10:45
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I have finished , "Self" and it turned out to be, quite a fragmented and a more or less confused account , no where close to the genius of Life of Pi,but there are certainly parts where we can see the evolution of his writing from "self" to "Life of Pi".I should reat the book in the middle , Helsinki episodes to understand his writing better. Actually fragmentation is great characteristic of my own life.
What fragmented lives we lead.
I remember , when we first bought a computer something like 10 years ago, it was one of the MS DOS machines . So I really overjoyed when my mother created a directory and named it after me,
Yes then all I would have to type was CD akshay and
my name came on to the computer screen, it was a sign that I existed.
It was like someone naming a street after me. If was as if I was alive.See it is easy to show a 8 year old happiness

By the way all my bags are packed , and I am leaving on a jet plane.
or should I say a Volvo bus.

by Unknown on 01:15
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Hello, world.
"Self" is a good name for an autobiography, not that I’m going to write one. Incidently I'am reading an autobiography,called Self,by Yann Martel. I really like his writing, this the second book I have read of his, after Life of Pi. As I write this my dial up connection is playing up. I hate dail-ups they keep on disconnecting every 20 or so minutes. Looks like it not even connecting and that high pitch sounds that it makes while connecting is troubling my left ear. Finnally the internet is up again. Reconnecting does sometime get on my nerve. Silence does not personify me therefore I'll just put on some music. I found that sometimes are so trivial but are so difficult a classical example of this is drawing a perfect circle freehand.
I'am moving away from here now. A journey , an adventure, a new chapter in the book of my life.
But uncertainty lurks yonder

Uncertainty.
My earliest memories on the earth take me back to a one bedroom apartment. My window jailed me behind an iron grill. The grill painted white, the paint peeling as I chewed .A metallic taste .Yum .The window faced an empty desolate abandoned warehouse. I smiled as I saw sparrows bathing in small puddles of water. Migratory birds flew overhead. Some pink others white flew in formation and swooped in as the landed on to a barren piece of concreted floor .Pruning their feathers I watched then intently. They were tall, taller then the likes of me, long slender legs with branched toes. Their faces stained in read and their eyes reflected the sun. They danced in the water .As they dance it began to rain. A gentle drizzle. Their danced instensified with the beat of falling water. They jumped, hopped and they danced, swaying their wings like hands.
Only later I would know their names. As dusk fell, and the rain subsided. I faced the east; the red glow covered the sky like a rash. The dancers of the skies left the wet red earth like angels in to the sunset. The Siberian Cranes, yes they were.
They were like flowers in the wind.

by Unknown on 16:22
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I’ am going take this opportunity to attack the developed countries and their cows.
Cows ...Yes Cows. The EU awards subsidiaries of 2.50 dollars to each cow in the countries part of the EU.
2 and a half dollars is a large subsidiary by any standard in a world where more than half of the worlds population are below the poverty line and live on income less then a dollar a day . The US and the EU tell the poorest countries in the world that they are in “recession” and they can't afford to reduce such subsidiaries .OK they are in recession all right, US and European farmers are going to make "less" money without the subsidiaries. But when these subsidiaries are in place millions of farmers in developing countries starve and live in substandard inhuman conditions.
Also , did you know that 41 million people are suffer from HIV/AIDS (according to dec 2002 figures UNAIDS) and every 30 seconds two children become orphans , adding to staggering number of children who have lost one or both of their parents to the epidemic.
Did you know that strict patent regime of countries like the US is allowing the the HIV virus to win the battle against mankind.
There are over 100 varieties of drugs in the market place which help fight the opportunistic infections caused by HIV. Some of these drugs are generic drugs which are made in countries like India, Brazil and Cuba.
These drugs are improved copies of the AIDS drugs made by the larger pharmaceutical companies, which are sold at prices much lower then drugs by the large pharmaceutical companies. But these drugs at present can't be sold in Africa and America.
An AIDS drug in Botswana (a country where more then half their adult population is HIV positive) costs 3$ dollars a tablet that is 10 times the average income of a person in Botswana. Where as a generic drugs cost 15 cents a tablet. But sadly under the present patent regime these drugs cannot be manufactured in such countries and have to imported from the home country.
Many a time people in countries in Africa cannot afford medication. This is a great crime against humanity.

GREAT CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY

by Unknown on 14:38
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Ok since this blog has no practical use I'am gonna list my stock portfolio,
I was holding AIRSPAN NTWKS (NasdaqNM:AIRN) BUT i sold in on the 3rd of September , I made 20% on the script I sold it at 2.31$s
Airspan Networks, Inc. supplies broadband fixed wireless access (FWA) equipment that allows communications service providers (local exchange carriers), Internet service providers (ISPs) and other telecommunications users, such as enterprises, to cost-effectively deliver high-speed data and voice services using radio frequencies rather than wires. The Company calls this transmission method wireless broadband. The market for its systems is a subset of the fixed wireless access systems market, which is the fixed point-to-multipoint market in radio frequencies below six GigaHertz. Its systems are based on a code division multiple access (CDMA) digital wireless technique, which provides wide area coverage, security and resistance to fading.
I got 1ST CONSTITUTIN (NasdaqNM:FCCY) today , at 27.50
1st Constitution Bancorp is a bank holding company that operates through its wholly owned subsidiary, 1st Constitution Bank (the Bank). The Bank engages in the business of commercial and retail banking. As a community bank, the Bank offers a wide range of services, including demand, savings and time deposits and commercial and consumer/installment loans, to individuals, small businesses and not-for-profit organizations principally in Middlesex, Mercer and Somerset Counties, New Jersey. The Bank conducts its operations through its main office located in Cranbury, New Jersey, and five branch offices in downtown Cranbury, Hamilton Square, Plainsboro, Princeton and Montgomery Township, New Jersey.

My current strategy is to buy stocks which were at the same price exactly a year back

I also hold Unilever Plc ,Royal & Sun Alliance Insurance Group Plc ,Invensys Plc , HSBC Holdings Plc on the london stock exchange


DISCLAIMER all the stock I hold are frictional .. and I am not liable on any my stock tips.

by Unknown on 14:28
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I was looking at the CIA factbook about the Balkan Country , Serbia and they say that Serbia is roughly the size of Kentucky.
See that is arrogant , how big is kentucky anyways ..?? Only 500 million of the world residents are american for the rest of us we do not know big Kentucky is (may be some of the 500 mill ppl in the us donot know how big kentucky is?)
So I read that Serbia and Montenegro is "roughly" the size of Kentucky. That statement leads me no where. Therefore I donot know how big Serbia is anyways?Or should I ask How Big is Kentucky?

by Unknown on 14:20
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Something Bad is going to happen..to me,
Looking back it will look better ,
I don't really know how?
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