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I have found my self to pretty angry at the world , basically putting it briefly.
This anger is not against me but it out a feeling of injustice , unequalled. Lets be honest be here I live in developing country some call it THIRD world but I prefer the euphemism. I find that this a great difference in living standards in the "developed world" and the "developing world" . Everybody admits it.. But no one does anything about it.That angers me . A large amount of capital goes into use less wars and issues which are of no importance but to a profiled few (that includes me).This anger is magnified by a urge of change in me...

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this blog entry was inspired by entry on a blog called Many Musings of Aarushi , .....it my sisters blog actually.
I have added it to my links..

The forgotten majority
I am a part of small minority , actually it is a ignored majority of people who feel the world is being on a witch hunt to find a phantom in the shadows.
A phantom which is partly imaginative caricature of a non-existent enemy.
This "War" or should I say pseudo war is creating great divides .. Larger rifts ..
Thus accelerating a movement of two groups away from each other now faster then ever. Hope something is done before it is too late , before all that is left is a deep abyss of nothingness.
This witch hunt has another victim... The greater majority who have been side lined and there sadness and grief forgotten.
The world media have lost their sense of responsibility. They fail highlight the plight of the underprivileged...
If we don't act now ... The world , this planet is going to a traumatic future which will not only effect the forgotten majority but also have drastic effects on the larger minority

I use this blog to put my opinion on thing and also pepper that with a some personal commentary on my life till now it has been a sort mixed and some random this ... To avoid this ... I will segregate the two and ... Label them ...

I'm going start a petition against an anti-outsourcing bill launched by the US senate... More details as they come

ok,
The blog bug has bitten again it always seems to happen in gushes ..Why I don't know and why on the 2nd of January.There has been tiny a revelation on its own. I was somewhats depressed , the last few days.I suffer from self-diagnosed bipolar disorder. My life filled with ups and downs that would give a sinosoidal curve a complex , with a frequency tending to infinity. All engineered by the mind as a example of this you can see that just a few hours ago I was ..........no words for it depressed ,
I know this has no link to what I was writting to but this a new feature in my blog called Candid confessions ...they may be anywhere .. but they 'll be in italics like this one.,
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i find oriental eyed women really attractive... I don't know it just came up I saw on as I my frame of vision was momentarily deviated from the computer screen ....I'am in webcafe .....sans cafe no food -- beverages
My blog on the other hand is going to through a change decided to be more open..
Firstly as you may have guessed I'm a 18 yr old male.
I am a student of engineering .
I would classify myself has an introvert at most .
AM mostly alone sometimes depressed othertimes esctatically happy.
.not a people person. to tell you the truth I prefer dogs (they don't need a reason to lick you or wag their tale)
AND yes my spelling is really bad .

Everyone
Everyone around here
Everyone is so near
What's going on?
What's going on?

Everyone
Everyone is so near
Everyone has got the fear
It's holding on
It's holding on

It's holding on

. I won't mention nationality ..I don't believe in nationality .

Since as of my >> now I don't ascess to my own computer .. OWN in ""

I am keeping a off - line blog if thats possible which I will.. make "online" when I find the time..

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the oriental chick is sitting next to me correction sitting by me correction in the computer next to mine .(yes thats about correct).. if I am correct she is checking her mail ... 90% precent of the people do that.. I have done thart already,I think she is a college student ., why?? firstly she seems to be in the age group that is 17 to 24 ,,,and secondly she recieved a web card wishing from her parents.Lets see If I get her name., (that will take some time) this exciting .ALSO she has reading glassed I didn't observe that earliar simply bc she didn't need them... She presently in a Yahoo game room. playing pool., waiting for her hotmail account to load it happens to me too often,
YES voila I have her name kunzangchu think,. or could the person who sent the letter,..
OK lets describe her.,. she is a women of amzaing beauty at least to me . Ok when I say her few minutes I was wide eyed and I wasn't able to move a muscle and I stared at wide eyed. Her eyes tawny black , her face is lovely ,and is as red as a ripe fruit teeth white and neatly alligned, erect of posture ,demure of gaze. Beautifying all around her if that word exists .

Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Nine night of matter
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Fearless on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

Stumbling a little
Stumbling a little

I love this song,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I new year is born. but wasn't inevitable.

Gone ! It has gone. Yes I will newer write the abbreviation 03 , unless I'm revisiting the past. It newer seems like the past has .....Left us behind .
Yet the transition from one year to another is too smooth . You newer get the feeling anything has changed . Maybe that's why people celebrate the new year so much they want change or a reason for change .
I have been running around , allot in the past few days . Chasing people ..
But , finally my chasing is over..
I sitting alone in a cyberspace next to two scamsters >> running some kind of some cyber dating scam.
I know they reading this that why I'm writing this.
I really sad what people do for money.
anyways since it the new year ..
and it "brand new" ... Shining untouched , sparkling.
HOPE people of the world keep it like that
Cheers and happy new year to all